The One you can rely on

Oh there's One we can trust in
Always there to guide us
Even when we think His back is turned

He does not turn away
But leads us

A path, shaky, dark, indeterminate
Scary
Why would I go on?
How can I go on?

The way is not lit
Nor does it shine
Or give a glimmer of hope

My eyes search
They strain
They despair

I am not strong enough for this
Nor capable
Weak
Worthless

All these
Feelings
Perceptions

Inaccurate
Incorrect
Deceitful

How can I say this when it's what I'm feeling?
There's no sure definition
Nor reason

But faith - Faith in God and His plan
Although I do not understand
Nor think it fair.
Faith that comes from feeling
Feeling the warmth and goodness of His Son
The Path that He has set
And the testimony that He has giv'n me

I'm no where close to perfect. Nor am I even at the level I was before things went awry. But I know I can get there. And soar. Thanks to His Plan, His Atonement and His Love.

It's not easy. Nor is it doable. By myself. But with Him, all things are possible. So there's hope in that.

2 Nephi 4:34